I completely understand what you’re going through my friend. I got a wife and kids so the pressure is on. I got myself a part time delivery job I work Fri-Sun to help offset the startup phase. It’s going to take some time but it’ll be worth the sacrifice and hard work you put in. I look at it like it’s laying the foundation. You got to have a long hard talk with your family and let them know that the first year or so is going to be difficult. Maybe find something at night to help sustain you for the first year. I know what it’s like I’ve missed so much of my children’s life with military life. But I also know that I don’t want to work for anyone but myself and I’ll do whatever it takes to make that happen.
The battle field is the six inches between your ears, stay positive and charge ahead.